It is almost a whole year I`ve been working for MTS but only now, after a long talk with my brother, I`ve realised my career isn`t under my control as I thought it somehow was. I just work, I perform my functions, I`m never late and don`t stay at the office too long either, my work is done always in time, so there`s neither  a criticism from boss`s side about me nor a real satisfaction (let`s omit the exceptions).

I have to do something more about my duties and  beyond my beliefs about my own capability. Just in case to move forward I must ignore this awful weather, pull myself together and become just a bit more responsible starting from tomorrow.

And.. you know how girls enter into their new lives? (yep yep, every new mood is like a new life..haha) – I`ll wear different clothes tomorrow. I`m tired of these jeans and black sweater, want something bright and lively. I believe tomorrow`s twenty degrees below zero will be warmer than the same twenty today =) And my specialist position will open new opportunities for self-development and achieving new level.

P.S. Don`t worry, I`ll put on a cap.